| | "I don't know where I got the title for this bulletin, I sure made this up. But I like it!"
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I hate redundancy, but I just can't think of a good title for this. And that's really a lame excuse, for a writer like me.
Anyway, I quoted myself (above), because this title is the same one I posted in a Myspace bulletin.
For the past hour, I was searching for this book, "I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream" by Harlan Ellison, only to find out that it is not available here, and I can only get that by ordering through Amazon and it is quite expensive. I tried researching for a "copy" of it somewhere and I finally found one in PDF format, though I'm not sure if it is really accurate. A friend of mine has recommended it to me, and as I have this thirst for literature, I wanted to read it. It's actually a science-fiction short story and I just learned that the books of this author are rare finds.
I've been thinking a lot lately about this said friend. He hasn't responded. He disappeared and though I could just as easily say, "To hell with him!", I could not. He's a really good friend and I cannot anymore ignore the people who've been a part of my life by letting it die, just as I had let some good friendships die in the past years. This is a turning point for me because I used to think only of myself and my dark thoughts, but now I want to do things right and I hope that things would be good again.
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I recently reconnected with a childhood friend. We were neighbors when we were kids and he's now in the U.S and he hopes to visit Cebu again next year. Perhaps we could hang out.
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I've been having strange dreams last night and the other night as well. Something like murder and monsters. I cannot recall the exact details. I wonder what it means. I'm a self-confessed insomniac. Also, I'm a vampire. I'm awake at night and sleep during the day.
It is dark now. I'm alive and alone in my thoughts.
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| | Posted 7/7/2009 1:47 PM - 38 Views - 8 eProps - 7 comments
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